general ramblings
boo!
sadz.. it seems post-result-release does influence people quite a bit.. jacq was telling me abt how maybe she'll graduate in yr 3 cos of this sem's grades.. other frens spent the whole day lying in bed not knowing what to do.. i dunno.. tough larh..
jacq told me yesterday that i shouldn't tell people i'm mediocre on my blog.. cos my results are not that mediocre.. hmm.. i do agree.. but at the same time.. when i talked about mediocre i was mainly talking about my pre-uni days.. maybe cos i was stuck with some pretty brilliant people.. so it seemed so.. but what i want to say is.. i think we each have our own histories and our own pasts to deal with.. and each one of us has our very-high-ups and our very-low-downs.
i still dream of my very-high-ups (like when i made that fantastic flying save as a goalkeeper in secondary school) and i still pine about my very-low-downs (like when WL said no to me), but yearh we all need to deal with these things over the course of years.
hmm ok i'm rambling nonsense now.. but i shall continue..
each person is different and each person is different.
i'm glad i've found a niche and i like what i'm doing in uni now. i honestly could never ask for another course. really. hob can testify to that. she always tells ppl that i'm a true-blue social worker. hahaha.. over the course of my time at REACH, i realised that yearh, i do love what i'm doing. but i also realised with the conversations w Joe, Ed and Fal that maybe I really am not cut out for youth work. i may choose to further my studies in counselling if things go in the current direction.
dad was talking about our church's upcoming project to the Henan AIDS village where 80% of the people have AIDS. about how they intend to do a project in our church to sponsor these kids and their education. i wish i could go. i wish i could go. if it becomes a good opening and a permanent project of our church, i might just go. (provided the church pays me).. haha.. i dunno.. i really wanna do humanitarian work overseas.. development work.. i really want to.. really really really want to..
sadz.. it seems post-result-release does influence people quite a bit.. jacq was telling me abt how maybe she'll graduate in yr 3 cos of this sem's grades.. other frens spent the whole day lying in bed not knowing what to do.. i dunno.. tough larh..
jacq told me yesterday that i shouldn't tell people i'm mediocre on my blog.. cos my results are not that mediocre.. hmm.. i do agree.. but at the same time.. when i talked about mediocre i was mainly talking about my pre-uni days.. maybe cos i was stuck with some pretty brilliant people.. so it seemed so.. but what i want to say is.. i think we each have our own histories and our own pasts to deal with.. and each one of us has our very-high-ups and our very-low-downs.
i still dream of my very-high-ups (like when i made that fantastic flying save as a goalkeeper in secondary school) and i still pine about my very-low-downs (like when WL said no to me), but yearh we all need to deal with these things over the course of years.
hmm ok i'm rambling nonsense now.. but i shall continue..
each person is different and each person is different.
i'm glad i've found a niche and i like what i'm doing in uni now. i honestly could never ask for another course. really. hob can testify to that. she always tells ppl that i'm a true-blue social worker. hahaha.. over the course of my time at REACH, i realised that yearh, i do love what i'm doing. but i also realised with the conversations w Joe, Ed and Fal that maybe I really am not cut out for youth work. i may choose to further my studies in counselling if things go in the current direction.
dad was talking about our church's upcoming project to the Henan AIDS village where 80% of the people have AIDS. about how they intend to do a project in our church to sponsor these kids and their education. i wish i could go. i wish i could go. if it becomes a good opening and a permanent project of our church, i might just go. (provided the church pays me).. haha.. i dunno.. i really wanna do humanitarian work overseas.. development work.. i really want to.. really really really want to..
If the church don't pay you will you still go? By Faith and Trust God's providence? Paul was a tentmaker when he traveled and preached.
+ baabaa