Don't Waste Your Life

Life's a journey - don't forget to unpack.

Where it all meets

Perhaps then, it is at the cross of Christ that we find what we crave for most deeply in this world. Love and sacrifice, justice and mercy, faithfulness and grace. It is at the cross of Christ that all these meet, and if we dig deep enough into the core of our being, we will find that these are the things we will live and die for. - Me

To you, my reader. :)

There, look on me, so that you may not praise me beyond what I am; there, believe me, not others, about myself; there, attend to me and see what I have been in myself, through myself. - St Augustine

I think u're disgusting. Utterly. Absolutely. Why do u always hafta disgust me? I mean, the incident didn't even happen to me lorh, and I already feel my blood boiling. How could anyone haf remained cool on stage?

Bah. I'm disgusted. I'm sorry man, but i can't help it but be affected. I mean, I read of all e things u've done for the organisation, 3 mths fundraising, trips, so many other little little things, and out he comes and slings you like that. Woah, i think that is so disgusting, despicable and unprofessional. I guess the professionalism part is the last part we should worry about, because his whole life has always been about putting on a show of professionalism. How do we even talk about professionalism when simple ethics are not present?

Oh well. I'm gonna work hard at the trip. Perhaps I should just take it as our own trip, with nothing to do with him, since he doesn't seem to wanna be associated with us anyway. Wow, hey dear, can u imagine? If we did it that way, isn't it our dream come true in a sense?

A trip without him, without his help, a trip where we can really open our eyes and our hearts, to give our all without feeling guilty that while we are feeding the kids jam sandwiches we ourselves are eating prawns and fish for every meal. A trip where we can really serve with all our hearts, where we can do meaningful work and not come back having something stuck at the back of our minds knowing we really didn't do as much as we could have, or have as much a difference as we should have, because it was all nothing more than making it look good on video.

Wow. Perhaps then indeed, dreams do come true. In small and subtle ways.

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